Seems like……….searching yourself in a new environment!!!…….Hi guys….this is Hani …today i’ll be discussing with u about ….your lost personality in a new environment…!!
you know , when we are in our childhood phase…we always think that..when we will be more younger to tackle with situations….when we will start earning….when we will start going to office..and will be dedicated towards our work..like anything..!!!
During our childhood phase..or a journey we could say…..we enjoy our lives too much without any tension or worry….play games..make friends….even though..we hate some of the things like…..our moms used to gave “A whole of Milk”..before going to school and..at night as well..hahahahaha….and some of us really hate milk….next is…when we came from the playground….had all our clothes really very dirty…in fact our face seemed like dark bourbon biscuits…hahahha….
and yes..how can we forget that….making boats of the paper.,,during the rainy times..and used to put that boat in the water…and make race with the friends..that whose boat gonna be at the end first..!!!!…and many more memories..to talk about…
Then comes the “school life” out there!!!…..we started growing up…..starting focusing on our career…. getting stressed about which line is gonna be best for us in the future….concentrating on our future….seems like we started creating our lives…isn’t it…!!! ofcourse,,makes friends as well,,very curious to try out new things,,….its like learning new things from so many sources……busying in all these activities for a long time,,and out of nowhere….”THE BOARDS TERROR” came to in our lives……”THE HAUNTED AND ENGAGING TIME FOR US”….??? its quite funny that some of us starts praying to god that..”o god” please make me pass in this subject…..i will give one coconut or rs.100 in your temple donation box…..u guys cant imagine…how much i am laughing right now??? nowadays….a kid doesn’t even be bribed in rs.100 …how can u expect such a stupid thing from god…..hahaha…..and some of the students…..o god…don’t even ask …..its like..running behind their friends….guess for what..”THE NOTES”…..well that’s also a funniest part during exams….but literally guys….these exams days….and time spent with friends….is always gonna be a memorable one for lifetime………….the thing which can’t be forgot is ….’OUR PARENTS CARE AND CONCERN TOWARDS US’……..you know how much our parents take care of us ….not during exams…..in fact lifetime…that is unexplainable….it feels like mercy of god on us that..they gave us someone who take care of us…..spend time with us……and….at the difficult point of times…suggest the right path to us…………they love us ..care for us…..we should feel lucky to have them in our life………u know…….in my case…when i use to wake whole night during my boards for preparing my chapters…..i am a big foodie…!!!…and i always need something tasty and yum….!!! to have ..which actually helps me to fresh my mind for the further study …..so my mom use to make interesting snacks at night…and we spent….a lot time like that by having snacks….and making jokes…..seems like having a great company..and just loved it……..may be some of you guys ..might had same company like me……at night..with your parents……..o god those school times……can’t be forgotten…
Now comes the college life…….which is always awaited by every student…
we all have heard during our school days….about.college friends…hangouts..etc…it makes us so curious about it……..and we all wait for our boards results eagerly….try out universities….!!!! give entrance exams in different colleges….our fields got diverted…some of us gets our favourite college ……and some of us not..and wander for some other universities…after all these headaches… finally when we come out of it…we get to know into a new world ….step in a new world ..n a new environment…….a point came…when we miss our school friends badly……old memories…old school days…etc..and a secret is ..we get jealous also that our school friends made new ones in their own college….ya i know you guys might be thinking…that ya…i used to have that that feeling….many times….well well well….its mostly with all of us…..and sometimes..we even say or tease to friends that…..hmmm…made new friends,,,now no time for me,…etc.etc…..by the way…it has its own magical vibes towards the old friendship…being a reunion again…
Now ,, at the starting of our college….we are so curious to roam around here and there in the campus…..want to chill out in every place and every corner of the campus …!!! some of the studious students ….also have a look at the college libraries….which is like second home for us….like for me as well….just love reading books..novels etc. ,,,,and seems interesting to go in college labs …finding out whats new and different about it….hmm..
then there comes the teachers teaching….as we all are going to give our future in the hand of teachers…..teachers which makes to be ourselfs….all of us have one favourite teachers in our life….to whom we respect a lot..and learnt so many things from…getting taught by professors..is like..”Books are coming to us to make us read and understand itself”….came to life reality…we meet new people..make new friends….
How we think the world was..??? it felt like..its not…in the reality…..for some people…..ofcourse..when we didn’t came out from the dream we didn’t get to know he reality ….but as it totally depends on us ..how we tackle with the situations …i know its not easy for one …but we get use to it after sometimes ,,we starts loosing our own personality in searching for the good company ,,to be in someones group,,its like we are a puppet and time is playing with us..well!!! that is a a sad reality..but when we wake up we realize…oh!!! what a nightmare was that..isnt it…it happens with so many of us..well!!! thats just that phase of life…..all is just we need to focus on our careers..and make true friends..which will be with us longtime….forever…!!!
HOPE TO HAVE A GREAT LIFE JOURNEY TO ALL…!!!!!